state of mind(s)

camus said, "thus each of us had to be content to live only for the day, alone under the vast indifference of the sky."

reading the plague was interesting. very quotable, as a friend recently described it. true. i love what existentialism represents - pushing for the individual to create his own reality and meaning in his life, complete responsibility of their existence. maybe that wasn't a great explanation, i'm not good with words. look it up for yourself, expand your mind. idk, i don't like talking about this subject matter for fear of sounding like i don't know what i am talking about... even though i do. i can't convert the thoughts into words well. whatever, this is for me, not you.

but this is for y o u: lets start a book club! but if you suggest something unintelligent or elementary i'm kicking you the fuck out. k? so, no twighlight books or secret life of bees or basically, anything from oprahs book club (the time travellers wife is exempt because that novel was amazing). oh! and no palahniuk. but, hm, murakami is okay.