s.w.

and i yearn
for the strength and courage
to sucker punch moments
so that they may swell
and ripen blackened blue
like sweetest night.

i drew a blank
and i think
it may be
the best thing
i've ever drawn.






goodnight.

velvet underground

Between thought and expression lies a lifetime
Situations arise because of the weather
and no kinds of love are better than others

you already know this though.

richie and colbys party was fun. going home with joe was fun. me and ian's bday party in pasadena was fun. and spending the rest of the day in bed (exhausted) with joe was even better. feel me?

i miss my grandma.

words can never make up for what you do.

i stay in a lot now. i've worked 9 days straight so far between my two jobs. i haven't been able to read at all. i miss joe some too. i've just been... busy. and annoyed with the world. it happens.

mmm.

its a beeaaauutiful day outside. i'm drinking tea and smoking in our big backyard. goal for today: stay barefoot.