http://m.flickr.com/#/photos/26133116@N03/4144231133/ Jade Ariane De La O

same thing, different day. this is how it is: good for 2 months, horrible to 3 weeks. it sucks that i have so much love for someone so inconsiderate. and it also sucks that i can't force myself to be nice all the time like he wants. let me tell you something, the world is not a nice place and neither am i. we can all pretend, but in reality the truth always comes out. atleast i am always myself.

being real.... real full of myself.

bitch, i'm worth way more.

love my mama.

mother/daughter time.

lovelovelove

sticky icky.

Just ran a mile and now i'm waiting for my weight lifting class to start. Everyone says "you go girl!" in this class. I'm thinking i might conform &start saying it too... but only in class. ;)

womp.

The mj farewell was so depressing...

"I was trying to call you, but your call interrupted mine." UGH.

plain jane jones.

She has the moronic of beauty of youth, but she's sly.

you guys, i love aiden so much. he's my little man, my sweet pea, my aidydoo, my BAAAAABYYYY.

bitch, i can cook

edie s.

i can watch factory girl on repeat all day.

maaaaannnnn,

i just wanna have fun.
and i usually get what i want...
so, dear bf.
youre cut!


am i evil?

fergie said it best -

I be up in the gym just working on my fitness.




:P

this fool!

last night:

Joe and I made one HUGE bowl of salad, smoked a blunt, got two forks, and ate the entire salad out of one bowl... together. After dinner Joe thought it would be funny to stick his finger up my nose and I was laughing so hard that I couldn't wash the dishes without my stomache hurting. To be high and in love... still, after all these years and after my/his fuck ups. WE STILL GOT IT BABY!

ps. catch me next week saying i wanna be single. haha!

manny, WHY?

looking forward to: dodger games, ren fair (this saturday!!! i need a goblet...), marios birthday, aaand chiekos birthday at pike bar.

i start summer school in a month and i have a stupid amount of bills to pay by june. $250 for my car registration? suck a dick, dmv/america.

so.

i'm a blonde now.

Oh, little Edie.

Have you guys ever heard of the Grey Gardens Documentary? A documentary on Jackie O's aunt and cousin who went crazy in the hamptons. The mother and daughter stop leaving the house, stop cleaning and basically go schizo together. But all while speaking and acting as if they are still apart of high society. It's incredibly sad. Jessica Lang and Drew Barrymore made a movie based on the documentary and I'm telling you they did an amazing job of portraying these women. Go watch the movie and then watch the documentary and you'll see how on point and accurate everything is. I cant deicide whether or not the making of the original documentary was a mockery of them or if the directors really cared about these women. See for yourself.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xG5baCxTtgw (the original documentary, just a piece)

current read:

it's okay... so far. i haven't read the entire thing yet, so i don't want ot be too quick to judge. also, special k with strawberries paired with vanilla soy milk is divine. yes, divine. that and peanut butter and jelly with honey and some hot tea are basically what i've been surviving off of when i'm at joe's house. what is this shit? a food blog? ha! sorry. anyway, my mind is blank right now. ciao.